stay in my life, forever..

1. I miss you, although we see each others everyday, and we even sat next to each others. I still miss you. Or i should say,i miss the time we have?


2. You should smile. More and more. It doesn't suit you when you don't smile. You have a charming smiley face, so smile more. : )


3. I know that's kinda not possible but i hope to be back your good fren around.. at least when you feel unhappy and tired, i'm the person for you to rely on, like how we used to be..

4. I want you to know that, no matter how far u've driven yourself away from me, or we've driven ourselves away each other, i'm still with you. always and always. I'll still here for you, whenever wherever whatever however.

5. You're my biggest regrets so far in my life. I believe people who's in love with each others are blessed and they are supposed to be together. but now our distance becomes further and further.. It's so incomplete and i really wasted so much time to persuade myself, 'it's okay'.

6. And i'm pretty sure, that isn't 'like' anymore. It's kinda 'Love' towards you.

7. I will always like to look at you secretly from somewhere when you're doing something or chating with someone. It sounds like i'm a scary stalker but i don't mind. That's the only time which you will smile happily from your heart when ur talking to some friends. and i like to watch you smile.

8. Sometimes will keep wondering, are you in a deep suffering like i do now? I'd rather you're not. Stay happy. I'm still trying to get myself out but i 'm sure things will be alright after sometimes. I want you to stay on happily. without sadness, sorrow and regrets. It's okay, i'll be fine after a while.

9. Can we talk to each other like usual? like we used to be? .. :(

10. Really hope to spend my remaining time with you so much.. and since now we do not have anymore reason to spend time together, then join the group more.. i really hope to spend time with u, of cos all of them too..


11.

Wana shout 

'I WANT YOU TO STAY IN MY LIFE FOREVER AND DON'T WANT YOU TO GET OUT WITHOUT MY PERMISSIONS.. YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE MAKE THE CHOICE BY YOUR OWN IT'S UNFAIR TO ME.. STAY IN MY LIFE. NEVER JUST LET EVERYTHING GO..
IT'S EASY IF WE THINK IT IS, SO WHY WOULD YOU GIVE UP..?'

12. It's tired to move on when i need to say okay while i'm not okay. I hope i can still have you staying beside me like you used to.. when you always encourage me, accompany me, talk to me, listen to me, and etc. Love you.