Saturday, October 30, 2010

Dear: Mom and Dad





 
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跟你 一起 我想應該值得慶幸
保護是天生的力氣
忘記 提醒 還有那些你教我的
昨天你給了我 今天我照顧你 


記得你不善言辭的給我許多鼓勵
記得我總是發了不該發的牛脾氣
我可以放棄一切也能不放棄
你都是最後原因 


記得我看著你的背影偷偷說感激
記得你總是為了小小事情而擔心
若有天你開始模糊了記憶
你隻要記得 記得我愛你 


還你 愛你 別到最後才覺可惜
付出不是天經地義


所以 疼你 直到你白發在飄逸
今天我要珍惜 明天還要繼續
就算全都忘記 記得我多愛你




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Monday, October 18, 2010

Help..!!

STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS!!!

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Help.. :(





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Saturday, October 16, 2010

柏拉图式的爱情

一天,柏拉图有问苏格拉底:什麽是爱情?
苏格拉底说:我请你穿越这片稻田,去摘一株最大最金黄的麦穗回来,但是有个规则:你不能走回头路,而且你只能摘一次。
於是柏拉图去做了。许久之后,他却空著双手回来了。
苏格拉底问他怎麽空手回来了?
柏拉图说道:当我走在田间的时候,曾看到过几株特别大特别灿烂的麦穗,可是,我总想著前面也许会有更大更好的,於是就没有摘;但是,我继续走的时候,看到的麦穗,总觉得还不如先前看到的好,所以我最后什麽都没有摘到。。。
苏格拉底意味深长地说:这,就是爱情。


又一天,柏拉图问苏格拉底:什麽是婚姻?
苏格拉底说:我请你穿越这片树林,去砍一棵最粗最结实的树回来好放在屋子里做圣诞树,但是有个规则:你不能走回头路,而且你只能砍一次。
於是柏拉图去做了。许久之后,他带了一棵并不算最高大粗壮却也不算赖的树回来了。
苏格拉底问他怎麽只砍了这样一棵树回来?
柏拉图说道:当我穿越树林的时候,看到过几棵非常好的树,这次,我吸取了上次摘麦穗的教训,看到这棵树还不错,就选它了,我怕我不选它,就又会错过了砍树的机会而空手而归,尽管它并不是我碰见的最棒的一棵。
这时,苏格拉底意味深长地说:这,就是婚姻。

还有一次,柏拉图问苏格拉底:什麽是幸福?
苏格拉底说:我请你穿越这片田野,去摘一朵最美丽的花,但是有个规则:你不能走回头路,而且你只能摘一次。
於是柏拉图去做了。许久之后,他捧著一朵比较美丽的花回来了。
苏格拉底问他:这就是最美丽的花了?
柏拉图说道:当我穿越田野的时候,我看到了这朵美丽的花,我就摘下了它,并认定了它是最美丽的,而且,当我后来又看见很多很美丽的花的时候,我依然坚持著我这朵最美的信念而不再动摇。所以我把最美丽的花摘来了。
这时,苏格拉底意味深长地说:这,就是幸福。


柏拉图又有一天又问老师苏格拉底什么是外遇
苏格拉底还是叫他到树林走一次
可以来回走
在途中要取一支最好看的花
柏拉图又充满信心地出去
两个小时之后,他精神抖擞地带回了一支颜色艳丽但稍稍焉掉的花,
苏格拉底问他:“这就是最好的花吗?”
柏拉图回答老师:
“我找了两小时,发觉这是最盛开最美丽的花,但我采下带回来的路上,它就逐渐枯萎下来”
这时,苏格拉底告诉他:
“那就是外遇”

又有一天又问老师苏格拉底什么是生活
苏格拉底还是叫他到树林走一次
可以来回走
在途中要取一支最好看的花
柏拉图有了以前的教训
又充满信心地出去
过了三天三夜,他也没有回来。
苏格拉底只好走进树林里去找他,最后发现柏拉图已在树林里安营扎寨。
苏格拉底问他:“你找着最好看的花么?”
柏拉图指着边上的一朵花说:“这就是最好看的花吗。”
苏格拉底问:“为什么不把它带出去呢?”
柏拉图回答老师:
“我如果把它摘下来,它马上就枯萎。即使我不摘它,它也迟早会枯。所以我就在它还盛开的时候,住在它边上。等它凋谢的时候,再找下一朵。这已经是我找着的第二朵最好看的花。”
这时,苏格拉底告诉他:
“你已经懂得生活的真谛了”


看完这个你会有怎样的理解呢?
 

最容错过的是爱情。
经历过爱情的无奈之后,对于婚姻的态度就会发生很大的转变,会选择一个合适的,但不是最好的。
幸福就是在不断寻找中获得满足。
外遇看起来很美,但会凋零,最终一无所获。
生活就是不断地寻找幸福! 


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Monday, October 11, 2010

A great piece..



When i was younger feeling small
When I layed my hands in yours
I felt the sadness fade and disappear
When my heart would fall and break

I just looked up at your face
The smile you gave me
brought me back to you
The only place i knew where i was safe

Under your wings i am forever
Under your open skies i soar
Because your love for me is everything, I need it to be strong
i'm always home under your wings.

In another place and times
how the memories rewind
back to my father who held me in his arms
Woah and i knew that i was loved
For who i was no matter what
the smile he gave me
We would never be apart

Under your wings i am forever
Under your open skies i soar
because your love for me is everything i need it to be strong
I'm always home under your wings

Do you know from where you are
How grateful that i am
That your dreams will carry on with me..


Under your wings i am forever
Under your open skies i soar
because your love for me is everything i need it to be strong
I'm always home I'm always home I'm always home
Uunder your wings




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Thursday, October 7, 2010

The Past.

We almost used the whole one and a half hours journey back from Melacca to INTI to talk about the past.

The past?
 The great memories we had together.
The time where all of us cooperating to do events, the outing times, the hard times, the happy moments.. etc.
We talked about the events, we talked about the peoples.

Suat Li, Kay Pau, Melinder, Shangari, KahMun, Wendy, Shugan, Adam, Waikit, Me, Mernj, Irene, Phriya, Dodo, Eng Hong, Alvin, Jackson, Ah Moi, Yi jun, Hoo Siang, WeiKean, etc etc etc..

It was like magic, like chemical reactions, that hold all of us together, doing things together, helping each other.
Feel really glad to have the one term with all of them.. Highlight in my life..

Still feel amazing, that all of us can be so united, so close like one family..

Now some of them have already gone abroad to continue their studies.
For those who are already abroad and if you can read this,

Life's tough i know. You feel so alone, i understand. But remember we will all b here for you..
Although you might be busy, or sometimes we might be busy;
Maybe we can't chat with you face to face like how we used to,
We can't bring you out go McD and makan, chit chat with u until morning to make you feel better,
We can't able to go putrajaya with you until 6am only come back,

But we will still always here. Anytime. on facebook, or in msn. anywhere.

Recall the memories that we had. The happy moments.. and you'll know, you are not alone.
Not now, not in the future. Miss you guys. LOVE you all.
My beloved 14th INTIMA LEO CLUB B.O.D.

Monday, October 4, 2010

I'm outta it.

Perhaps i'm just too much. 
I'm not in it now, i don't know anything about it and yea so i shouldn't go into it anymore. 
So yea, i'm outta it.

Maybe I'm just a nobody. But all i did are sincerely for the sake of persons i care. Most of the time I'm willing to listen to people, cheering them up, even when i'm facing so many problems. I'm willing to smile, when i see people around are so upset but actually i feel like crying. I'm willing to help the most, if i could able to do. Yea i care for people around me, pretty much. I appreciate everyone of them.

But sometimes i gotta a feeling, what i've been doing are just TOO MUCH. 
People won't have to appreciate what you did for them. Well, yes they don't need to.

Please think in my shoes. What is the purpose i'm doing all these. I'm not a clown  i'm not a comedian. I'm just helping. And yes, maybe i shouldn't get into it anymore from now onwards. Now then i understand, WHEN YOU HAVE ALREADY GOT YOUR ASS OFF FROM IT, YOU'RE OUT. No way for you to involve too much. Or ELSE you are TOO MUCH. So now I learnt this. SO okay fine. I'M OUT. I'M GONNA GET MY ASS OFF.

Kinda disappointing. Not only one of em, surprisingly, giving me all these disappointing responses, reactions.

why should I still doing so many unnecessary and stupid things?! No one pays me to do so.
And it's fcuking annoying for others!!

Feel stupid.
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Friday, October 1, 2010

伪装 . 真的很累

明明很想哭,却还在笑。

明明很在乎,却装作无所谓。
明明很想留下,却坚定的说要离开。
明明很痛苦,却偏偏说自己很幸福。
明明忘不掉,却说已经忘了。
明明放不下,却说他是他,我是我。
明明舍不得,却说我已经受够了。
明明说的是违心的假话,却说那是自己的真心话。
明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶,却高昂着头。
明明已经无法挽回,却依旧执着。
明明知道说这样的话会伤害他,却忍着心疼装作轻松的说出口。
明明知道自己很受伤,却说你不必觉得欠我的。

明明这样『伪装』着很累,却还得依旧……