it's da time to do some useful things..
promise to mysef: after the BD events tis week n the IB nex sat, i'm gonna focus on my academic study. nt all, at least reduce my activities to the maximum.

no way to waste time anymore!

no la.. just emo-ing..

sometimes just hoping much to be simple..
y nowadays seems everyone's complicating everything..?
i tot i've in the life i wan, at least dun nid to pretend to others like wat i used to b4.
i love my life now, n i enjoying being simple. laugh whenever u wana laugh, cry whenever u wana cry.
but being simple is not as easy as expected. u try to make ur life simple, bt ther will b lots of thing trying to mess ur life up, trying to make everything complicated. it's like a sartan, coaching around, trying to make u think things in a sad complicating way, so tat u will b trapped inside ur own box.

wat to do?
learnt forgiveness frm god.bt sometimes when u keep applying it, som of the others will gt too over towards u. sometimes reli feel helpless.
so just keeping quiet, let it b.
if others misunderstand u, explaination sometimes is not necessary. sometimes if u try to explain ursef, will make things go mad. so jz keep quiet. since u noe dun hv tat kind of thinking, tat's enough.
dun blame others, tis is wat i learnt from god, n one of the lessons he gv me.ya.. i wont blame.n i didnt even blame too.. i just gt a bit upset by making my beloved, my family or my friends gt upset la,cos i didnt state it out clearly.. before blaming others, blame ursef. clearify everything in ur mind, press ur anger, keep quiet, and let it b. god will solve everything for u. pray.

kk.. everything will be fine soon.. i noe.. hopefully.. haha.. jz emo-ing laa..

p/s; appreciate those who r by ur side. thks my dears.. all my dears, for doing anything n everything for me. gt well soon. just bear in mind, i'm nt gonna blame anybody, n dun be upset, dun feel sorry towards me k.. just reli love u all la. i noe u all doing eveything just for me.. sometimes,it's hard to speak out everything in my heart, so hopefully u all will c my heart in tis post.i noe u all'll gt wat i wana meant for. muackzz..

Children Camp 5 '09~

before goin to this camp, i've 3 tests to sit for.. thursday night, children camp had a rehersal at night, n right after my test, wich is 8pm, i rushed ther..

the best part was, the next day which was the friday, i'm going to have 2 tests together in a day.........(sigh) after the rehersal, it's about 12am for me to reached home, n den i started my study, n i registered to the camp at 8pm on friday, which was also after my wonderful math testT.T ..

but it's reli a vry fantastic feeling. when u saw ur kids smiling to u, playing around with u, u'll feel everything worth-- although after the camp i still felt sososososo tired,, hehe..

Our group is GROUP 10, the GREY LYCHEE!!! (y grey, dun ask la, lychee ma grey de lo..XD)

yO~ Faci YO! Group 10 faci's here!

Part of the group and the cute OC here.. hahah.. the kids curi curi tell me tin chew looks like chiken littleXD


Everyone's playin gice breaking game~ the left hand side 1 is wei xing, he's alwayz a very funny guy la~XD and the boy in the middle is jia siong, he's a cool guy, n shy to join us..haha

pretty n pity little Bala who trapped inside those of us.. hahaha~ (*screaming~)

all little kids~ all faci look like daddy n mom who owayz gt bully by those cute kids~


the hot star of Lychee group~!! lolz, a very cute little boy..

Jia Shen and William~ both of dem seems alike rite? (i mean the round body, wahahahahXD)

the towel boy Kesava. call him toerl boy because hre alwayz like to carry his towel around. it's the nick from Vikkiii~


Naughty little william, owayz likes to act funny looks..

NAughty Group 10members here too~

leng zai vikki, our group leader~

GUYS....!! hahaha, i LOVE tis photo much~

Children Camp 5.. i'll miss it much.. thks god for giving me a chance joining the camp. it's tiring, bt it worth with all the smile by the kids..will miss u all much all my kids, love u.. n thks all faci, u all hv giving me a reli good time together..=) muackzz

more photo in facebook ya~!

hot hot : my new specs^^

as wat promised in the previous post, i'm gona upload my new specs nw..!!^^

haha.. my mom bought it for me as my 19th birthday present..~

hmm.. once i tried it in the specs shop, i found it was reli nice, n when i wore it, i felt i'm like becoming a real soft spoken person la..XD haha..

bt after it has been done, n when i wear it up.... .... i felt mysef bcom vry old ler.. = =

arrggh~!

is tat the bad optic shop tauke changed it ar? it look nicer when i wore it in the shop de ler.. T_T

haha.. nvm, i'll stil love it.. hehehe.. =p

muackzz mom~^^ muackz my new speccie too xD


my new specs~


looks pro rite? wahhaahXD background is the library summo..~XD


specs + biji + jiayi(cousin)

welcome to my world~^^ my new specs~