Sunday, January 31, 2010

Dear : ____________

宇恒 - 有你多好



回家路上经过了学校 好象没有 当年热闹
学过什么大多都忘了 却还记得 你的微笑
关于爱情我们都想得太好 总是在伤害中才学会思考
那次分手你曾让我暂时的依靠 想起来原来你喜欢我比谁都早
我们曾经说好 爱情多不可靠 所以我们不要 变成情人好不好
我们曾经说好 如果真的遇到 爱上了谁都好 记得要第一时间让我知道
关于爱情我们都想得太好 总是在伤害中才学会思考
那次分手你曾让我暂时的依靠 想起来原来你喜欢我比谁都早
我们曾经说好 爱情多不可靠 所以我们不要 变成情人好不好
我们曾经说好 如果真的遇到 爱上了谁都好 记得要第一时间让你知道

我们曾经说好
如果真的遇到
爱上了谁都好
记得要第一时间让我知道


如果时间不是往前跑 你在身旁那有多好

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Randomly.

Just back from Committees Camp. It's really a nice camp.. Have really great time over there..
Further story gonna post it during my next post.  Cos gonna rush out again later.
Granny's sick is getting worse.
Tired, havn't bath yet, but who cares. Granny's more important.
Summo just now when i back home, accidentally 'kissed' ppl car. Luckily it's not really serious. both our car only paint dropped. The guy say nevermind and drove away. Wat a bad luck.. hmm.. i'm just too careless. i'm too tired.

Assignments and all.. due date all will be next week. hopefully granny will be fine. Pray hard.

Ciao. Out again..

Friday, January 22, 2010

G Night

19th Jan 2010, LEO Adventure's G Night.
200 plus ppl attended, and most of them stick with us until the very last.
Ppl enjoyed, danced, screamed, crazily having fun together during the night.
And i, Crazily and tiredly, feel so happy for we've succeeded the night.

U would never understand how happy i m at that moment.
Relieve, Happy, Exhuasted, Touched.. etc..

The preparation was really a tiring process.
I learnt a lot of things troughout the whole process, alot.
From how to write a memo to bargain with B&G staffs for more chairs and table,
I nearly put most of my time on tis event. So as Jin, who's my beloved partner.
We've been cracking our head, to think of better ways to improve and make the night a successful night.

I cried, cos i really stress up,
I tink of to give up, cos i really dun have faith in myself tat i'm able to lead the whole committees and succeed the event.
I pissed off, when i saw the some of the committees do not perform their best, but actually they could be better, better and much more better.
I doubted myself for hundreds thousands millions times.

So finally it's da night.
What's waiting for us before the preparation started was a heavy downpour.
Jin and me feel so lost. We sat in the SAO Concourse, started to plan a back up plan already.
Anxiety keep on growing in our heart.
And thank God! The rain's stopped!
But it was a fierceness sunlight coming up next, when we actually doing all our preparation.
We sweat, but we continue doing all..

So 7.30pm. The night started.
It was my time to give a speech.
i walked on the stage, stood still, look at the audience, i nearly cry.
It was a success. There's alot of ppl! Lots of ppl attended my event!
And throughout the whole night, ppl were enjoying, having lots of fun, laughter are everywhere.
When the night finally finished, there was a photographic section.
I didnt join the section , but slowly walk to a chair. sit down.

Finally this is it. We've done a beautiful job.

Clearing the venue and washing all the utensils made most of us back to our own room at about 1am +.
And that night, was a good good night, for me.

Satisfaction.
So finally worth back, all the hard work.

REally a big thank you for all the ppl.
Thanks to all the committees. Although there's been conflicts between us, but anyway the night end prettyly. You guys are great!
Thanks to the VIPs. Especially Mr kwang. Big support from him.. And of cos so as Dr. Sia, Mr Wong.
Thanks to all members. Thanks for being so supportive, by bringing their own utensils.
Thanks to ppl that have given me lots of support, guidance, cares, faith, courages, moral support. Without you all i cant able to keep on moving until so far.
Thanks Jin, my VOC. U're really a great uncle i ever seen! Keep on being uncle k! ;)
Thanks EMcee! U both are great! :D
Thanks Sandheep for the 'better rain now than rain later' message. It calms me down at that moment.
Kinda thanks INTIMA ppl too.. thanks for worrying together with us, when it was raining. And thanks for coming to our night..! Huggies.
Thanks Arthur and Shirley, for the things that u've told me, and the faith that u all give me. Yea, everything will be fine.. u're right.. :)

THANKS etc etc... :)

Tonite onwards will be the committees camp. ciao-ing for 3 days, camping!

Cheers! for the big success! :)

Sunday, January 17, 2010

These Days..

Time flies and it has already been 2 weeks since regular classes started.
My time table is kinda crazy for this semester. I have continuous 8 hours classes on Monday!
GOsh! 8 hours! But m totally free on Tuesday and Wednesday.
-__________-

Once when i was sparing my time @ INTIMA office, i realized exhibition week fall on second week! And since then i started my busy life.. My daily routines will be classes, take k of booth, meeting and dacing practises.. It's only 2 weeks but i feel it's like monthes already cos we really did alot of things. My mind's like non stop 24-hours.. even sleeping m tinking more n more improvement for events.. And sometimes i feel like i'm really gonna be crazy soon.

It's really tiring, especially on Monday.. I have full day classes and yet still need to rush meeting n all after that.. Started to feel lots of weights on my shoulder. Next Tuesday will be the Gathering Night, which we're gona do it together with ADventure Club. Alot of preparation have been done, and hopefully everything can go smoothly on that night.

Assignment 1 Assignment 2 have out, quiz 1 is coming, homeworks are there everyday, waiting for me..
Kinda stress up, but anyhow, I cant express how tired and how anxious i m.

Gonna Stay Strong! few more days to go, GAnbateh! I believe Daddy God will have the best arrangements and guideance for all of us..:)

Want to trit mysef better after all these.. haha.. didnt sleep and eat properly for long, and i tink my stomach has been badly damaged. My gastric ached for the whole Sunday. Bloody hell painful! :S

DEAR ALL,
             Take care of ursef well, eventhough u've got thousands or millions tons of works to be done..
             Ganbateh all, stay healthy, stay happy, stay away from all the stress..!
             All da best for all upcomings! I know we can oways make it.. as like what ppl describe:
             WE ARE IRONMEN AND IRON WOMEN..!
           
             Fight! :)

Saturday, January 9, 2010

JUST TO SHOUT

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T-T

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Sunday, January 3, 2010

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Stressed.

Officially, tomorrow will be the day for regular classes starts.
Feeling so anxious. Anxiety keeps on growing in my heart.
Lost all my confidence, doubting myself, whether i can really acheive what i hope for the new semester anot.
Worrying about all those activities, as well as the most important one,my studies.
I can't afford to lose again.  I dun wan dissapoint anyone, anymore.
But the worst part is, i dun dare to promise myself, to do the best for everything.
I'm lacking of lots confidence now. Tinking that i can't able to do everything, anything.
Doubting, Can I Make It?

Hell..  What should i do now?
I need changes i noe. Especially on my attitudes.
H A T E the losing confidence's feeling.


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I wished all these are nighmares.
So that after the night all worries will be gone.
I'm still the one who i used to be.
A confident, optimistic person.
But unfortunately things are not that easy.
These are the reality. The facts. Anyhow i still have to go on with it.
PRay to Daddy God. Hardly.
Lord, i wished everything will go smoothly.
I wished that i could get more confidence, courages from You.
I wished that u'll oways be ther for me, help me, protec me and blessing me.
Lord, pls help me to remember that nothing is going to happen to me today that You and I together can't handle.
Amen.

Pray hard.